Probe not, if you do not like the same happening to you.

Being different is not a sin; not daring to be different is, and much more - it's pathetic.

Conformation to social norm is choice - asking others to do the same is violation of choice.

You know what, I've just about had enough. Main blog shall be shut down until a time when I think fit. Lapsed into a fell mood today, it's not common to feel this way for a normal person, but this is when everyone else seems to be against you and all that you do. When it comes to my life, it's something I hold dear in my own unique way, and there's no point trying to probe into me or change me. If you think otherwise, don't even bother reading about me, and just STFU.

Thanks, for kicking off the social withdrawal in me. I guess some wounds DO cut too deep to heal, and they simply fester and go all the worse the second time round.

Been like this for the past 7 years - no, it was the last 5 years. When you can't head this way or that, simply because you are not normal. Neither here nor there. Well, so be it. Everything, just fuck off. Responsibility is no longer a word I care about, much less responsibility for others.

Yx knew I was in this mood and tried to talk to me but her room-mate was still sleeping, but it's quite a relief saying some things out instead of just bottling them in, although I just couldn't tell her everything. The turmoil, the anguish, the betrayal of trust. Don't know how I'm going to sleep tonight, but at least she'll be around to talk to me in the morning. A good friend though she is to me, there are some things that I just cannot fully divulge - it's one of those little somethings you keep in a little black box somewhere deep inside.

No idea how I'm going to go to school tomorrow. Don't want to see people anymore.

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